The Fight

My greatest enemy of happiness

Never leaves me alone

Not in a crowd

Not even when everyone’s gone

I hate how it snatches my smile

I hate it the most

My hands always praying

And hoping that it will get lost

But it always finds the way

Back to me

To make me miserable

And my life unbearable to see

I have changed the destinations

I have forgotten the paths

I have changed my present

I have changed my past

But it’s true love for me

Finds me in the darkest place

I don’t know where to hide

I don’t even find any solace

It brings oceans of tears

As a “for granted” gift

And the burden of truth and guilt

That’s hard to lift

Please don’t come to me

I don’t want to cry whole night

I don’t want to see

My happiness going out of sight

When will it “the fight” get over?

When will I be happy forever?

I fear it’s some kind of nightmare

That will remain same forever.